12.22.2005

Aim for Adventure!

I'm leaving at about five o clock today to go to Corpus.
I won't be back until January the tenth.

I'm hoping to continue my psion training there.
Also, I'm hoping to get a friend or two of mine into it.

I'll do my best to keep updating this journal,
but I won't make any promises.

Peace y'all,
Jared

12.19.2005

The Wide and Wonderful World

of magick....

Anything is possible, if only you believe.

I've been trying to spin the psiwheel lately and it's not working.
I am, however, using a psiwheel made out of a heavier material.
There is absolutely no chance of wind blowing this one around.

It's about the thickness of thin cardboard. I made it from a
letter the bank sent me.

I can't seem to make it spin like I could the other two I've made, though,
and I'm not sure why. I can, however, make it run from my finger. If
I sit and concentrate on spinning it for awhile and nothing happens, then
I'll move my fingers closer to it and closer to it and closer to it... and when they
get within about a centimeter or two from the wheel... it suddenly jumps away.
It spins just enough to get away from my fingers.

I know I'm not touching it, because I can clearly see the desk between my
fingers and the wheel. This is all still new to me, so it still freaks me out
a teeny bit. Living all your life believing that magick is real, but not truly
believing you'll ever be a real part of it and then suddenly moving things
without touching them is kind of a big jump... for anyone. I always kept
the hope alive though, and I think that's what allowed me to be able to do
it so quickly.

I am going to go outside and meditate on all of this now.
I may write more once I come back.

Awl things in thyme.

12.18.2005

My first post

Instead of going through the minor hassle of copying all my posts from xanga on to here.. i'm just going to link you to my xanga blog... and then continue posting from there...

www.xanga.com/JaredBrahma

Peace.